Sometimes the only way I can teach you what I need to teach you,
is through hardships.
To change you to look like me,
I have to cut away what the world has stained you with,
and I’m sorry that that’s going to hurt,
But one day you will understand.
I seem harsh sometimes, but believe me, I plan the best for you,
You just don’t see things the way I do, but one day you will, I promise!
I do get jealous over you, & do miss you when you’re far.
I want to be your everything…. as you are to me,
I want to be the King of your heart,
the one you run to in good/bad times,
I want your heart to long for mine… as mine yours,
I want to be your first love as you are mine.
I want my passions to be your passions,
And my heart to beat in yours.
Dear beloved, you are the treasure of my heart,
My thoughts for & about you are ALL that matter,
If you keep seeking me, I’ll reveal them to you & believe me,
they’ll bring you joy & peace like no other.
When you feel like you can’t take it anymore or wait any longer,
Please don’t give up, don’t walk away,
In my perfect time, everything will fall into place.
And don’t you think I miss any of your prayers or that they are invalid,
I hear every one of them,
I store them in my heart for their day of fulfillment.
It breaks my heart when you choose worldly pleasures over me,
Things that destroy & hurt you over my love & grace,
But if you turn back around you’ll see that I did not move an inch,
cause I meant it when I said ‘I’ll never leave you nor forsake you’.
Rest in the assurance that I’m always HERE, always PRESENT,
Even when it doesn’t feel like it, oh! especially then.
The security & safety you seek, you can find in me & in my love…
I promise you, my love is able to heal, able to redeem your heart & life.
P.S The one who loved you first & always will.